*stars-in-ey e s * says:

but its all i can really do right now. maybe someday you'll get this. part of me hopes you will, so you can know what my life has been like. part of me doesnt want you to ever see this cause as much as i might need help sometimes, i dont want you to see me like that. i dint want your pity.
love jackie

08-30-2008

*stars-in-ey e s * says:

she was just someone who i had seen around. i just needed something quantafiable to put all my saddness into. i cried my self to sleep for weeks at a time. but i wanted you to know, that every time i was with u guys, i could forget all that. i was truley happy. thats one of the reasons that i am so scared about moving. i've been doing better lately, but i still wish that someone would love me the way the do in books and movies. i know that this is a chicken s**t way to get off the hook bout thi

08-30-2008

*stars-in-ey e s * says:

hi. im sending u this cause i know that u wont get it. i just wanted to tell someone that i know that i've been haveing a hard time lately. i started about 5th grade. it got better untill end of 8th grade. something snaped agin. the last spring break was really hard for me. remamber how it was allways raining and no one was ever home. i tried cutting, but i was too scared of the pain. its not that i was hurting so much, i just felt kind of numb. my freind didnt commit suicide.

08-30-2008

*stars-in-ey e s * says:

jen!!! ok, so i know that ur never gonna get this cause u never check your profile, but thats ok. im sending this from a school librery in new york. cool huh? oh well, talk to u when i get back.

01-03-2008

*stars-in-ey e s * says:

come on Jenivive. you HAVE to check you profile.see you ( maybe) at Ashlee's house. oh, and LOVE the new music.

10-31-2007