..Awakening to the fact that she is not here is like a crushing blow to the chest. slowly killing me within. Id give my life for her.. but because of my past actions i have caused myself pain and her pain.. people make mistakes and people change.. And i am one of those people that have made mistakes.. Ive never been perfect in my lifetime.. Nor will anyone be except one person.. I try.. And try.. But it never seems to be enough.. So what exactly would be enough? F**k how should i know? And if i did, i wouldnt be here moping around sulking.. but i guess i was destined to be like this.. but truth is. only god truly knows.. and appearently i f**ked up pretty damn bad.. Im sorry to anyone ive hurt.. And to be honest.. Everyone bleeds.. Everybody hurts.. Everybody cries.. Everybody grieves.. Everybody breathes..Everybody lives.. Everybody leaves.. Everybody dies.. .=============================================== Im Nick, im 17 and I ιογε βmχ and Mθτοrcrθss. I do both, BMX reguarly, and on occasion Motorcross. Umm i love to draw. Broken rib and broken arm. Almost broke an ankle :/ lol. Parents divorced. If you wanna know anything else just ask. Have a kik but my camera broke when i was doin BMX fell out of my pocket and cracked when it hit the ground. :/ If you wanna see what we all look like, check Shane's profile. And follow that niggah.