(My name is Kyla)I am a (guess my age I'm sick of people judging me for how old I am. My birthday is August 14 ) white female who is 5'4. I have blond hair and blue eyes, and stupid freckles. I'm not very open about a lot of things, sorry. I have had a rough past and the future and present don't seem to get any better. For a long time I have had trouble getting friends. Although I'm a girl most of my friends are guys. Im not boy crazy, its just that I get along better with them and we share a lot more interests than I do with any other girls. I'm not in a relationship at all. I'm just so tired of it. There's a ton of bands I know and love but, I'm only going to mention a few bcuz it would take me forever. I love hollywood undead, linkin park, five finger death punch, three days grace, eminem, ti, korn, skillet, 3oh!3, fort minor, bass hunter, we came as Romans, suicide silence,nightcore, my chemical romance, and very very many more. My main genres are rock, metal, heavy metal, little screamo, alternative, dubstep, dance, rap,etc... Music is my life, i would die without it. when no ones there for me, music is. I can be an open book, if I trust you and if I feel like talking. Anymore, talking doesn't help, it's just repetitive thoughts engraving themselves inside me. Like the scars on my wrists....:/ sorry I'm emo... Go ahead judge me. Haters will hate. But just remember if u really were better than someone u wouldn't waste your time tormenting them. I know how it feels to have anger raging inside and wanting to take it out on someone, but don't do it, bcuz no matter how strong u r, u bully someone, u have a weak soul and no more. Religion wise, im a christian, though on the inside im so confused with what to believe, i like the feeling of hope, but theres other things that really make me question things. My hobbies are paintball wars, drawing, painting, art, listening to music, going in the woods, hunting, fishing, video games, mudding, building forts, fourwheeling, and playing football. You can ask me questions, as long as they're not obsurd. Btw I follow followers and try to answer back when I can. My kik is HUARMY453. btw if u read all this Thanks I really appreciate it and you're amazing. If u need help through tough times know that I'm there and u can tell me anything, the only secrets I tell r my own I have never told anyone else's secrets. "Silence says alot, friends are those who know how to listen to it"-me
Shadow Girl "when no ones watching, she smiles. When no ones listening, she laughs. When no ones paying attention, she talks. When no ones pressuring her, she's free. When no ones judging, I can just let me be me.
When no ones home, she cries. When no one cares, on the inside she dies. When no ones there, her emotions fly, and no one knows her, bcuz she's shy. I might just have to say goodbye.
When it rains, her scars show. When it pours, her tears flow. When it thunders, she thinks she'll blow. When it flashes, her sanity lets go. Whether I'll make it, the world may never know.
You think u know me? Well u dont. I have a story of my own. But no one cares enough to throw, out a question, like I'm a ghost. I'm not but I guess that's close. Cuz all I am is the girl of the shadows"-me "there's a little truth behind every just kidding, a little emotion behind every I don't care, a little pain behind every it's okay, a little I need u behind every leave me alone, but a lot of words behind the silence"-unknown "You said you would never let me go. Please explain why I just hit the ground so hard."-me