I'm just another "goth" kid, I suppose. At least that's the label that's most commonly given to me, not that I completely fit the stereotype... Whatever. :P I'm fifteen. I'd die without my music. Typically, I listen to rock and avoid attention. Most of what I do has to do with death. I have a bucket list, though, even if it is short; suicide is none of my concern. I'm not "emo"; I don't cut or anything, though "emos" tend to despise me less that others. Before you even ask, yes, I have heard The Emo Song, and I think it's a bunch of bullshit. I've seen and known enough real "emos" to know. A friend I once had, one of the only friends I've ever had, was "emo". I guess I wasn't enough to keep her here, though, because she shot herself about a year ago in her bedroom when her parents weren't home. She was a wonderful person who's sweet fragile smile could make me smile in return, despite whatever situation I found myself in. I hadn't been so close to anyone before; I felt I could tell her anything. She wasn't judgmental. I still haven't gotten that close to anybody else. I miss her very much. I swear I tried so hard to help her because she mattered so much to me, but I failed. I can only hope that I can see her again once I too pass on. Sooooo... Habits? Uh, I have a lot of those, but swearing is the one that pisses my mother off the most. Damn, do I hate that b*tch. Ah, anyways, love dosent interest me. I wear black all the time, and I'm not girly. I loathe orange! I'm not problem-free, unfortunately. I'm bi-polar, ADHD, ADD, and a few other wack things. I also have OCD about a LOT of things including having everything in perfect order. (Perfectionist!) (I also have to have my volume at an even number or a number divisible by five... :P) Oh yeah, and I can't forget to mention claustrophobia and paranoia. Major issues with me. Despite all that sh*t, I've never gotten lower that a B on anything, assignment or test in my life, and I'm a sophomore in high school. No, I have NEVER been a teacher's pet! In fact, most teachers aren't very fond of me because I rarely smile, but I'm not going to fake just to be liked at this point. I've been stuck in a tiny councilor's office more times than I care to count. So, um, I like anime. Well, some anime (teen/adult anime, none of which is Hentai)... Like my favorite: Death Note!!! (It's one of the only things I can actually fan over... I can draw the L that L uses (font: Old London) perfectly as well as L himself... ;) :P) I write quite a bit. It's all death related. Surprise, surprise. Drawing? Yeah. I do anime. My older brother of age seventeen (the person I am the closest to at this point) thinks its f*cking amazing, but I think it could be better. Oh well... Not that any of this probably interests you that much, but I just thought I'd set up a stupid profile anyways. I'm a girl, by the way. Well, a tomboy kind of girl, and I've never broken a promise or told a secret. Again, I'm not interested in love, so don't try anything. ......Damn, that was a long bio.