Every day is change. Different weather, new events, varying conversations, and different obstacles to leap over. Change is all around us. The question is...can we deal with all the change? I've come to realize that I don't do well with much change. Not well at all. I've been diagnosed with OCD, depression, extreme anxiety, Bipolarism, and Hypothyroidism. These things have permanently changed and affected my life...maybe forever.
A couple years ago, I was a regular teenage girl, living in a small town, with great friends and an amazing family. Well, at least I think I was regular. Maybe I've always had problems and never really knew it. Never mind that, I FELT normal at least. But today, and for the last 6 months or so, I've felt anything but normal. I feel overwhelmed, depressed, anxious, stressed beyond belief, and completely fed up with the world. I feel...crazy.
The word crazy is a strong word. Well, to me it is. I don’t think it used to be, but now I feel as if I’m told I’m crazy and out-of-control ab