stuck in a imaginary world called my dreams. as they only belong to exist inside my head. I see you, looking at me. I run towards you, heavy hearted as I feel like some thought, some conscience is telling me not to me. so I stop. I look at you, looking at someone else. she runs to you, and you smile. you give her this smile that you never gave to me before. you looked at her, the way you never looked at her before. I gave you my heart, and my soul. I guess I was stupid enough to try to love someone who loves only themselves. how I can love when I don't know how to love myself to love someone else, who doesn't even f**king know how to accept my love I'm trying to give them? it's not even worth it. people ask me why have I change and seem more.. pessimistic? well I didn't choose to be like this. I didn't have a f**king quiz or interview asking me if I want to live this way, or meet this person, or be in this situation, knowing it's gonna f**king change me? people made me like this. how f**king amazing is it that a person can turn someone into someone who's afraid to show their love, and inner self. just to not give a f**k anymore.