Hey, my name is nathaly but I like to be called trash!! Well, I was bullied my whole life! !! I have taken suicide!!!! I hate myself!!! I hate my life!!! I wear a lot of black, blue, and red!!! But mostly black!!!! (: well, im 13 years old and my birthday is on December 18 and was born in 2001!!! Witch is the worst day of my life cuz I was born for a mistake! When ever I was born, my whole life changed! And it changed my family's life as well!!! Every time I go 2 school, I get bullied , get picked on, get hit, make fun of, get judged at A LOT!!!! A** HOLES!!! My haters don't know what im doing 2 myself every single f...en day!!! I just hate them!!! Tney don't know how it feels to cry and scream in the shower and remember all the pain in the past and all I've been though!!! They don't know how it feels to cry before u go to bed!!! They don't know how it feels to have a sharp metal on yo arm and letting I cut u until yo arm is dripping with blood!! People just don't understand me at all!!! 1day I will show all of my f...en haters what they did 2 me!! They will see how I killed myself cuz of them!!! I have been through a lot of EMOtional things in life!! Just once, I will love it if someone could just look up 2 me and care about me!!I wish I was brave enough to go up 2 my haters and say "see you all in hell bit..es" but I just cant !!! I just want someone to love me for who I am!! I want someone to need me!! Is that so bad!! Is that to much 2 ask for!!!!