My personality must grow as I rush from many intense experiments to another like how music influence one action to a reaction. I was introduced into irresponsibility of my dual personality of my evolving self; discovered good and evil that they aren't simple fairy tales principles when my efforts to do good leads to sowing and reaping into been a victim of retribution; lessons in friendships and heroism come in many shapes and forms; when will I finally begin a true adult relationship with someone who I love and loves me in return. A fall from the states of innocence was a good thing, because it is and was the first step towards real wisdom. I need to change or twist the old sayings: Sometimes bad things happen to good people. No, sometimes bad things happen because of good blunder people. The irony is rejection on the basis of a faulty notion and life is the fate of any duty.