I'm Sam . I'm in love with music it's my safe heaven when I need an escape . It helps me cope with bullying, heartbreaks , my parents crap , everything . I hate posse's they piss me off . I'm NOT one of the popular girls . I hate labels but I label myself the most out of everyone . I make everything a competition and I hate to lose . I don't trust easily and if I let someone in they usually hurt me the most . I'm in love with my best friend . And he thinks of me as a sister . </3 I love video games . I love reading . I love dancing around my room to music . I love volleyball it's my life ... Second to music though . I love feeling needed . I hate people being mad at me . I always feel like I'm going to be replaced by someone better . Im obsessed with being perfect even though I never achieve it . I hate who I see in the mirror . I hate that I still care about the people who have utterly destroyed me and broken me into a thousand pieces . I hate eating . I feel like I gain weight just by looking at stuff . I hate society . I hate what it's made me become . I hate that I have no control anymore . But most of all I hate me . I'm just a girl . Living in a lonely world . Struggling to hold on . My saving grace is my music . It's saved my life . On MULTIPLE occasions . That's me . Take it or leave it .