I'm coded, n faded, and somewhat gated. I just want to find someone like me. Or die trying. I'm not afraid of anything.. Except God. You have to have an even balance for a happy life. So I guess if you're a lover not a fighter... You are probably going to hunt a fighter not a lover. Yes, I think respect is earned. However I don't think you earn respect by playing around with innocent love. How can a person have a pure heart when all she's ever known are lies. I'm not one to judge the ugly truth. I have plenty of my own. Although I think talking about it with living people will help you never to make the same mistakes again. Communication is the only way to a peaceful future. Communication shouldn't be so difficult yet it is. It's very sad to see what we've all become.. Why can't we just stand on the truth together and move on?? I just don't understand..................you must find yourself first.. I'm so thankful I have a guide. thru a world where nothing else matters. My reflection forever changes with my mood. My reflection does not change who I am inside. Unless my reflection is locked down by others. Even the best advice is a lie.. People will tell you not to care what ANYONE thinks or says... Yet they won't even be seen with you.. Everyone lies about everything just to get what they need from you. Never trust a person. Unless their to hot to handle to cold to hold. Don't EVER underestimate the power of Love!! Or any one who poseses it! They aren't crazy they just F**KING KNOW!!! They are not afraid to die!! Some people call it split personality disorder. I call it poor coping skills that keep you alive but not well. The only road to wellness, Is Love and forgiveness. Jesus is the only way to peace. Hold yourselves accountable and He will hold you. I know... I live the embarrassing life. Still unafraid with a heavy heart FILLED with LOVE.. Still diving for the ones I love. My heart is heavy because it now Carries friends and family. Sometimes it helps to be yourself and not wear a mask. THANKYOU Lord for the Sun, stars and Sunday! Jesus loves you everyone else thinks you're an a**hole!! song of the day: LuCy in the sky with diamonds.